Pranam to Parampoojya Parameshwar Sadguru Swami Anilji Maharaj
Paramamrut
(English Translation of the Audio series in Marathi by Brahmatmaikyadhnyani Sadguru Swami Anilji Maharaj)
Chapter 6
Karan Dehanirasan (11)
(Discarding seed Maya)
“Aap apana visarali l Mag prapanchacha bhas kalpu lagali l Mi jeev hich bhuli l Sushuptisi ll16ll”
I am the witness, onlooker of all the three states, this itself I forgot. Then whatever scene of the world was seen, that I was born, I grew up, my friends, my brothers, sisters, my education, I earned money, got married, children were born to me, I started to grow up further, my children got married etc. I took for granted that all this illusion is true. And I forgot my Original Self onlooker of the three states of sleep, dream and wake up. When I got up from sleep, I thought I being a jeev is real. All my relations, properties, business everything I took for granted as truth. All this world actually I formulated after getting up from sleep. It is not there. This illusion is created by myself. And I got entangled into it, considering that to be real.
“Te neniv jai fite l Tain swayambhuroop umate l Jaise kidal jalaliyapudhe l Shuddha rahe ll17ll”
Nescience that gripped us,, which nescience? Nescience that I got up from the sleep and the world which is seen after getting up is appearing as real to me. Actual real I is the onlooker of all the three states, dream, wake up and sleep. I started considering that I am jeev, man or woman, name forms, sobriquets. This kind of nescience got formed. Jeeva formed from nescience. Jeeva formed from Karan. When this nescience gets dissolved, with the Blessings of Sadguru, then you will come out of all these three states and you will realise your Original Self. Onlooker, Self. Your Paramatm roop. You will experience your own Original Self. That will shine like pure gold, when all dirt, impurity on it is burnt in the fire. Similarly the ignorance will get burnt. You are not ignorant. But you Yourself like to be ignorant. You think that happiness is lying in the worldly pleasures. You have accepted the notion of this nescience. Once this nescience is burnt then You will realise your own Original Self. You will realise that you are not different than Shiv. You Yourself are Shiv.